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Tue, 18 Jun 2013 12:05:20 -0500

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Tue, 18 Jun 2013 10:28:47 -0500

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[d3ftone]

alieninattention: filthypolak: actuallyadhd: poisonsoup: Does anyone know if there’s a link...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 18:04:39 -0500

alieninattention:

filthypolak:

actuallyadhd:

poisonsoup:

Does anyone know if there’s a link between compulsive skin picking and add/adhd?

I dunno, im starting to wonder if I have add and skin picking is something i frequently hyperfocus on when getting distracted from a task

An awful lot of us seem to do it. Have a look at our “dermatillomania” tag to find more information!

-J

i compulsively pick at my nails, cuticles, hair, scalp, scabs, and the skin on my footsoles whenever it peels

i used to bite my nails too but going on a 2 week backpacking trip somehow destroyed that habit.

i’m not a skin picker myself but i do bite my nails and pull out my hair. i think adhd causes me to feel rather tense and anxious (and then it’s often comorbid with anxiety, which i also have) and it makes a lot of sense that people with adhd would turn to compulsive habits like skin picking and hair pulling.

also i will tend to bit my nails or pull my hair especially if i’m supposed to sit still and pay attention and i’m getting bored and antsy

This is one of the great things about tumblr because where else can I just ask this like this and get helpful answers from people who also experience the same things?

jesus-christ-jeremy: poisonsoup: Makoto is not dealing with...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 14:52:01 -0500

jesus-christ-jeremy:

poisonsoup:

Makoto is not dealing with your rape culture bullshit, Minako

whats wrong with luna

That’s not luna

adrishark: There is a reason we are sailor buddies molly. cuddles with the adriverse i should...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 14:48:42 -0500

adrishark:

There is a reason we are sailor buddies molly.

*cuddles with the adriverse* i should tell you there’s an 80% chance i will be in new York within the next year cuz my mom wants to go to the 9-11 museum and if i tag along she’d pay for hotel room

That is if the museum ever actually opens

Hi I’ve been burning in feels and they’re mostly going to be expressed through hannibal...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 13:58:20 -0500

Hi I’ve been burning in feels and they’re mostly going to be expressed through hannibal stuff right now because there’s something missing in my humanity

Ugh my stupid Sailor Jupiter screen cap is being rebagelled again like mad (i think its at 4700...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 12:12:31 -0500

Ugh my stupid Sailor Jupiter screen cap is being rebagelled again like mad (i think its at 4700 notes or smthn?)

and i just sit here like “will someone please discuss abusive manipulative friendships between cannibals and their psychiatric patients because i feel very excited by this right now wowee its so messed up and toxic and hot”

Im considering getting high and live blogging all of a hannibal marathon Someone remind me this is...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 11:37:37 -0500

Im considering getting high and live blogging all of a hannibal marathon

Someone remind me this is a bad idea no matter how good it feels

There’s is something fundamentally wrong with me as a person for how Im more into...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 11:14:14 -0500

There’s is something fundamentally wrong with me as a person for how Im more into Will/Hannibal the more toxic and manipulative the friendship gets

Like literally wrong with me.

sheiswolf: It’s real funny [except not funny at all] how the way to devalue, dehumanize and...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 10:48:17 -0500

sheiswolf:

It’s real funny [except not funny at all] how the way to devalue, dehumanize and gaslight women is to say they have Daddy Issues

Daddy Issues became a well known thing because men have become known for abusing and leaving their children

And yet, somehow that’s a reflection on the daughter and not men

But Feminists make up sexism right?

Adventures of a Girl Janitor: ladyofrainbows: girljanitor: ladyofrainbows: Why Abed is...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 10:41:56 -0500

Adventures of a Girl Janitor: ladyofrainbows: girljanitor: ladyofrainbows: Why Abed is...:

ladyofrainbows:

girljanitor:

ladyofrainbows:

Why Abed is Important?

I’m having so many emotion about this question. And especially, the answer.

Abed is Important because he is neuroatypical, and he is happy and sad and victorious and bitter and full of range. Abed is…

sunnysaccomplice: Actually so accurate

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 01:21:31 -0500

sunnysaccomplice:

Actually so accurate

I am having really complicated thoughts about my relationship with trauma goes along with my...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 00:59:26 -0500

I am having really complicated thoughts about my relationship with trauma goes along with my experiences with fandom and its stupid so

Like sometimes I’ll see some shitfest start over a fanart of questionable ethics or something and someone will say, rightfully, that there’s nothing wrong with that sort of art if it’s not exploiting anyone, and for many people it can be used as an outlet after abuse. And I would think they were right, but that’s not what I do. I had these thoughts before any abuse. And I did, but before that I explored them in daydreams in a very different way, a more personal way than how I do in fandom.

Because I used to be able to let my mind wander about my thoughts of submission and yadda yadda. But after my first real boyfriend, things got difficult. If I let my mind wander, many times it would be his hand on me

I would have to work hard to redirect my wandering mind, and I lost what I comfortably did as a relatively bright creative kid, lost a big chunk of my ability to leave myself at a time when leaving myself was all I wanted

And other shit happens, but slowly I’m losing my ability to let my mind wander to imagine the shit I used to. Which changes a lot of my autosexual routine, but that’s tmi.

But here I am in fandom now! I mean, I don’t do anything, but I read peoples fics and watch the shows and imagine these scenarios of these people, and all of the people are fictional characters and no matter how much I try to identify with one, they are not me, they are not my body, and they are not a person I’ve ever met who has ever touched me and they will not be anything but a character to me

And it’s just nice. Also this sounds like its all about sex but it’s only 10% about sex

Dear God I just realized I am so fucked up like there is seriously something wrong with me for this

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 00:40:17 -0500

Dear God I just realized I am so fucked up like there is seriously something wrong with me for this

Dear god I just realized I need genderswapped Will/Hannibal fic like really bad because of reasons

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 00:28:26 -0500

Dear god I just realized I need genderswapped Will/Hannibal fic like really bad because of reasons

I think I’ve figured out Hannibal, he’s reversing “Mockery is the highest form of...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 00:27:25 -0500

I think I’ve figured out Hannibal, he’s reversing “Mockery is the highest form of flattery” and he sees Will Graham as a friend because he sees the potential to make a person who thinks like he does. He’s trying to fuck himself

Or something idk I’m kind of high

helpusgreatwarrior: Warrior Chit Chat

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 22:06:10 -0500

helpusgreatwarrior:

Warrior Chit Chat

helpusgreatwarrior: A Humble Request

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 22:01:31 -0500

helpusgreatwarrior:

A Humble Request

heirofmedusa: ohcorny: tortle: catbuttcat: heysawbones: A...

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 12:58:35 -0500

heirofmedusa:

ohcorny:

tortle:

catbuttcat:

heysawbones:

A Proud Moment.

I don’t have a degree in eating blocks of cream cheese, which sucks because I’m sure it would add a lot of value to my CV. (Instead, I have “lying, poorly”. Does that count?).

I did eat a block of cream cheese once, though. I remember it fondly, because it was one of the proudest moments of my life. This probably says a lot about me, though god only knows what.

I used to be part of a youth group, which is to say, yes, I was part of a church once. I was the “youth leader”, which is the church’s way of saying, “you are the only person in the youth group who doesn’t roll your eyes at us, when we talk to you.” What they did not know is that - aside from not actually being terribly religious - I had made the youth minister my sworn enemy.

He was a weird guy. Very young; not too bright, frankly. Had a goatee, because the law requires all youth ministers to have goatees. It’s true. Look it up. He told us that Mormons owned Pepsi-Cola, and that The Gay Agenda created yaoi to recruit young men, the latter of which “fact” was really, really funny. A lot of the things he did were not so funny. Once, we went to a nursing home, where he decided to jump up and down in the elevator. He knew, of course, that I had an elevator phobia. I asked him to stop. He began sing-screaming, LONDON BRIDGE IS FALLING DOWN, FALLING DOWN, FALLING DOWN as he jumped. A chaperone asked him to stop, couldn’t he see I was afraid? I backed into the corner and crouched there, clinging to the railing. That was the day he became more than just a moron. That was the day I decided I would make his youth-group life a hell.

Most of the time, all I had to do was ask real questions about the Bible, and then ask him questions about his answers, and so on and so forth until he ran out of excuses, or said something deeply embarrassing. One day, he was trying to explain why it was still totally okay for parents to stone their kids to death for disobeying. He was flustered; inarticulate. I pulled a room-temperature block of Philadelphia cream cheese. He watched me unwrap it as he rambled on. I took a bite. I locked eyes. I did not look away. I ate in silence. There was confusion written all over his features. His sentences tumbled apart into further incoherence, and faded away. He was afraid.

I cherish that moment.

Why am I laughing so hard??

I had to read this out loud
I can’t breathe

found it

I quit. LMFAO

"‎Rape culture is a culture in which people who have survived a violent crime are asked to laugh..."

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 12:11:41 -0500

“‎Rape culture is a culture in which people who have survived a violent crime are asked to laugh about it because other people think it’s funny.”

- (via aneuromess)

Rape jokes are unacceptable and should not be tolerated under any circumstances.

(via yorubadiaspore)

Yup.
(via heirofmedusa)

Poison Soup

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onemultiplecode: [d3ftone]

alieninattention: filthypolak: actuallyadhd: poisonsoup: Does anyone know if there’s a link...

jesus-christ-jeremy: poisonsoup: Makoto is not dealing with...

adrishark: There is a reason we are sailor buddies molly. *cuddles with the adriverse* i should...

Hi I’ve been burning in feels and they’re mostly going to be expressed through hannibal...

Ugh my stupid Sailor Jupiter screen cap is being rebagelled again like mad (i think its at 4700...

Im considering getting high and live blogging all of a hannibal marathon Someone remind me this is...

There’s is something fundamentally wrong with me as a person for how Im more into...

sheiswolf: It’s real funny [except not funny at all] how the way to devalue, dehumanize and...

Adventures of a Girl Janitor: ladyofrainbows: girljanitor: ladyofrainbows: Why Abed is...

sunnysaccomplice: Actually so accurate

I am having really complicated thoughts about my relationship with trauma goes along with my...

Dear God I just realized I am so fucked up like there is seriously something wrong with me for this

Dear god I just realized I need genderswapped Will/Hannibal fic like really bad because of reasons

I think I’ve figured out Hannibal, he’s reversing “Mockery is the highest form of...

helpusgreatwarrior: Warrior Chit Chat

helpusgreatwarrior: A Humble Request

heirofmedusa: ohcorny: tortle: catbuttcat: heysawbones: A...

"‎Rape culture is a culture in which people who have survived a violent crime are asked to laugh..."

adrishark: There is a reason we are sailor buddies molly. cuddles with the adriverse i should...